The Ramblings of a Grieving Crazy Woman

Marianne’s funeral was today in Michigan. I live in TX and money is tight right now, I mean I haven’t even seen my grand kids in over a year, so I couldn’t go to the funeral. That made me very sad today. Of course it’s a wonderful, clear, cool, beautiful fall day here. Just didn’t feel right that it should be so nice, but I was glad it was when I finally hauled myself to the grocery store. You know you’re down when going to the grocery store cheers you up!

I had an appointment with my allergy doctor on Thursday. Found out that I have a sinus infection. Can you believe that? This is the second year in a row that he has done sinus x-rays on me and we’ve discovered a sinus infection. I’ve had headaches, literally all of my life. Even as a small child I remember having them daily. I’m so used to being in head pain that I don’t even notice it any more! The pain from this is so mild in comparison to a migraine, I haven’t even been taking anything for it. It’s like nothing to me. I did think I was getting a sinus infection several weeks ago. I even went to my family doctor. I didn’t have a fever and was showing no signs of pain when he pressed on my face, so he said I didn’t have one. I think I had one then and I’ve had one ever since! The allergist said that I seem to get sinus infections when I am stressed and overly tired. Great! One more thing to add to the list. I wonder if this is related to living with smokers too? I tend to get bronchitis if I get a cold because of living all of my life with smokers. Now, the doctors are concerned that I’ll start getting pneumonia. I got a shot for it last year and I keep my fingers crossed.

I broke my glasses last month. The ear piece fell off as I folded them to go to sleep one night. Talk about an irritant. I can’t see without my glasses! I can’t even hear to talk on the phone without them. I know that’s weird, but it’s me. So, I go get my eyes checked and picked out new ones, which is no easy feat when you have to look at yourself with your nose pressed to the mirror. Then as we were writing up the order, the manager of the optical department realized that I had purchased that little warranty thing that I usually never purchase and I still had several months left on it! Woo hoo! I was going to get my glasses replaced for free! And I was told they had the same frames in stock. I picked them up on Thursday. Seems like there’s an old saying that goes something like anything for free isn’t worth what it cost or something like that. Well, the first thing I noticed is that even though I was told they would be the same frames, they aren’t. I think they have a slight cat eye 60’s look to them. I’ve done that and didn’t really think it was a great look for me in the 60’s, but I was a kid so it didn’t matter. I’ve already planned to buy new frames and use these glasses for back up. Then today, I went to clean them and the right lens fell out! It also did this the day I got them while I was still getting them adjusted. That should have been a warning. So, I drag out the really ugly glasses that I use for back ups right now and try to put the new ones in the case to safely carry them back to the store on Monday. They won’t fit! The ear pieces are so long that they had to bend them about half way down the length to get them to fit me which makes them hang outside the case! That’s one more thing that proves they are different glasses. I would have never bought glasses that didn’t fit to begin with! But they sure didn’t care if they fit when they replaced them. I’m not a happy customer.

OK, I’m taking a deep cleansing breath. I’ve just reread this and it sounds much more like bitching than rambling. Well, enough is enough. I’ve posted a couple of pictures of some of the prayer beads that I’ve made. I’ve made myself one set. It’s the one with the frog on the bottom. I wanted to continue the earthy feel I had from the beads and I loved the frog. I just use it as my cross when I’m praying. The one with the dog charm is for a friend’s hubby. He was in a serious motorcycle accident just over a year ago and he’s a peace officer. That one has healing beads and protective beads and the dog charm is to represent protection too. There are others that are gifts and I plan to put some on etsy. Making them has been a joy for me. I love working with the stone beads and seeing all the wonders the Lord made for us in them. I love the feel of the stones as I pray. They are somewhat cool to the touch at first and then they warm up. The practice of using prayer beads has centered me and helped focus my prayers. I’ve really enjoyed them.

Advertisements
This entry was posted in beading, Marianne. Bookmark the permalink.